Well, it is the 4th of July.  Two weeks from today I will be getting married.  Actually, twoweeks from right now I will be married.  That is crazy, but in a good way. 

I am so happy to be getting married.  I hate it when people say things like, "I give it (insert length of time here)before you get sick of each other," and other things like that.  Just because you're not happy or you regret getting married doesn't mean I will.  I'm not naive.  I know there will be hard times.  I know we will get annoyed with each other or want "me" time.  I also know, however, that with God and with work, we will make it through anything.  It is plain that God made us for each other - that God brought us together.  I know we will have a good and happy life, regardless of the hard times we will face. 

I am very excited to be Adam's wife.  I am anxious to be there for him, to support him, and to take care of him in the little ways.  I am anxious for the distance between us to be gone.  I feel that the role of a wife is an important one, and I am honored to be able to be the one to fulfill that for Adam.  God has blessed me with a wonderful man.  The love I have for him goes deeper than I could have ever imagined, and I know it will only grow.  How awesome is it that I get to be his wife - ME?!?  It is truly amazing.  God is awesome. 

I can't believe it is so close.  People ask me if I am getting nervous yet.  The answer is no.  Why should I be?  It just makes sense.  I may get over-excited, or a little jittery on the wedding day because I will be up in from of a lot of people, but I will not get nervous.  I have no doubts, and no regrets.  Adam is a wonderful man.  He is loving, king, caring, and smart.  He is an incredible friend.  He protects me.  He gets me.  It fits.  He loves me like I never thought I could be loved.  I somehow became incomplete without him, and it is extraordinary.  I cannot wait to be Mrs. Adam Emanuel.  I cannot wait to be our own family. 

Thank you God.